CURRENTLY LISTENING TO: candle - the white tie affair
inky confession ----> forget my brain, my soul's here to enjoy the moment.

a second of happiness is worth an hour of trouble. the logic doesn't make sense, but it's the way our mind is programmed to work automatically. now if i had sense in me and used my brain, i could prevent myself from wasting my energy on such pointless pleasures in life. but i'm lazy.

what i'm trying to say is, i continue to want toys that are broken. then once it all ends up in the 'old&broken' pile, as expected, i spend another hour trying to fix up the pieces& rid the mess, ending up with nothing but cuts on my fingers. speaking in metaphorical terms, of course. not sure if anyone but i would understand what i'm writing about. but if you do, then you would understand that this is just a man vs. man, internal conflict. or in simpler words, confusion.

i'd write more about it, but i just lost my train of thought. so here's to starting a new one;


-s.