CURRENTLY LISTENING TO: battlefield - jordin sparks
inky confession ----> he makes me cringe.

I really have nothing to blog about. I'm busy with cramming 3 months worth of work into this last week, before school starts. I chose not to do it until now, simple enough.

Yet, I have to make this entry. Forced and manipulated into it, all part of the deal. Happy Dan?

I should've forgotten you by now, or not care about you, but I haven't. Call me crazy, but as hard as I try, there's still things about you that I never stopped loving. It's just those small things that you do, your words, your presence. I still think of you alot. Whether or not I exist in your world, you were 'everything' to me. Those days without you caused me alot of pain. Eventually, I got through it. Even though it's been a long time, I won't forget how much it hurt. I gave alot of my heart to you, I hope you know that. I also hope you know that, keeping a promise with someone who has already broken their half is stupid.

You're someone who unexpectedly stepped into my life, and I'll make sure you never leave it. I am always real with you, rude with you, harsh with you, honest with you, annoying with you, the real me with you. I can honestly say, you are one of the closest people to me. I don't know where I'd be today, without you. Things would for sure be different. I have never imagined being more comfortable around any other person. Texting from midnight to 3am nonstop, we always have the most pointless conversations, yet never a pause of not knowing what to say. Like most say, they find it shocking that such a thing as 'best friends' can be carried out so bluntly. I say we take the meaning of best friends to a whole new level. There was a time where we had forgotten our friendship, and I have to say, it was one of the hardest moments and toughest to get through. What's important is that we made it. I've always got your back. I am always here for you. I could go on, but then I'd be rambling. You deserve these very few words from me, because it is not likely I'd be able to tell you any other way.

No matter what other say, I'm on your side 'till the end. You're my inspiration for alot of things, and you save me from the worst times. Your words sooth me, and I look up to you for alot of things. You're somewhere between the definition of 'idol' and 'hero', but I'll just with with 'amazing person'.

You're a horsehead. Frenemies, 'till the very end. Slowly, you're suffering the consequences from hanging around me for too long. There is one thing, I believe, that will never change. 'It's mutual, love.' You make me cringe. In our case, 'keep your friends close, keep your enemies closer' is all that we are. None the less, I couldn't ask for a better person to be my designated person to pick-on.

Without you, I would've died this summer. Or actually, without you, any day would be dull. You are simply, an amazing friend from the beginning, until forever. I could put together everything that we say, our convos, and make a book out of it. Best-selling, guaranteed. You're funny, beautiful, down-to-earth, and real. I can never forget that you're a girl who finally understands that it's impossible to stay happy all the time. We relate so much. We've been through so much crap together. I'll go through hell with you, and if there is none, then we'll make hell, and go through it.

You're my comfort-zone. I can go to you for anything, and I'm surprised that you've gotten to be so close to me. For sure, you care about me and have been there during all my hard times. You've guided me through many problems, and keep me on track. I love you, in many ways, because you care. It means alot to me, and I appreciate everything you've done for me. You probably have gotten this alot before. Perhaps being a caring, compassionate, person is just in your nature.

-s.