CURRENTLY LISTENING TO: everytime - lincoln hawk
inky confession ----> i love it when i've got things in control.

happy mothers day.
hm. i like this song i'm listening to, even though it's quite repetitive. it was really a tough song for me to get ahold of, but now i remember the reason why i wanted it so badly. the lyrics mean something to me.

surprisingly, things feel in place. it's like i have the next few weeks under my grasp, under control. i know what my plans are, and all i have to do is live it out. i mean, there's still things i wish that were different. metaphorically speaking, the photoshoot's a few people short. but the big picture looks great. so instead of moping around, i'm going to choose to admire the big view.

it feels really good to think ahead to the events of the future, when you know what they are. in a couple of weeks, school will be out and i'll be free. free to do whatever i please to do. i can finally breathe. to just step out of the water, instead of surfacing for a gulp of air. literally, i think of the weekends as an escape. then those schoolweeks as another imprisonment in h2o. well, it's really not that bad, but i'm referring to the nonstop workloads.

oh, and today's mother's day. love your moms. as annoying as moms are, there's a whole day dedicated to them for a reason. k.