CURRENTLY LISTENING TO: away - allan cutler
inky confession ----> i can't lose this. i want this.
disappointed in myself. i slipped in the beginning, but pulled back together in the end. it wasn't enough. i was naive, ignorant, and unaware of the inevitable consequences to come of each error. this is more than a mistake; this is a big miscalculation. a lack of effort on my part, no consideration on theirs.

i want this so bad. but i didn't hold on, my grip was too weak.
i'll change. i'll do better, get stronger. i won't let myself down anymore.
i figured, one is only as strong as their willpower. my failure has opened my eyes. i'm more determined than i've ever been, my mind capacity and mental strength are now top knotch.
they say, ''nothing's impossible.''
yea?

i'll do my part, give it my all.
we'll just see about fate.

-s.