inky confession ----> i'm recovering, and i'm better than before.

Hm, this may be my last update for a while on here. I've found somewhere to 'escape' to if I really needed to, and feel no need to update the world on my current state of minds. I can just tell you now that I am feeling good. I'm happy, and I'm looking forward to what's to come. Currently, I think I have finally been progressing. I've been 'moving on' from certain things that I've tried letting go many times. I've truly begun to change the way I wanted to. Looks like my New Years resolutions are still hopeful.

It's surprising how the shittiest weeks can make the biggest difference. I felt like, through my mistakes, I've really learned something I would have never truly understood. Through the pain and tears, I'm in a good spot in my life right now.

The closest thing to my heart is my family right now. They've been here every step of the way, loving and supporting me in everything that I choose to do. All I care about is that they're healthy and happy. Happiness comes first, of course. So I'll do whatever it is in my ability to maintain that.

I hope everyone else is doing alright. To be honest, I am a very caring person, but I rarely think about others' lives and how they're doing. I don't usually wonder about it, when I'm so caught up in my own thoughts. However - I see the importance of those around me, and it would really make me happier to see those that I love in a happier state of mind as well.

-s.