inky confession ----> it hurts to be away from everyone for so long.

I apologize for the looong MIA. For those that aren't MSN users, then you probably just noticed how much of an inactive blogger I've become or how rarely I update my twitter nowadays. Or even facebook.. I still go on, but barely comment or anything. For those friends that do talk to me on MSN, sorry for the long absence. Nothing happened to me, no worries! Life's just really been hectic lately, and I really needed some time 'alone' for a breather.

I got an e-mail today from a friend that really made me realize my absence. It made me smile, so thank you. D, I miss you lots, and yea I am having Easter weekend as well! Hope yours was nice. Really didn't plan for my 'sudden disappearance', but it just so happened that's how things turned out.

I can't describe my mood lately. Truthfully, there has been some sad feelings surrounding my thoughts.. but usually, that's just what happens when I end up staying up late. I'm always alone with my thoughts at night. Maybe that's why I like staying up. It's the only time I can truly be by myself and just think. Sometimes, getting these strange feelings is my mind telling me to stop, and just go sleep. But still, these past few days have been different from any mindset I've been in for awhile. I'm trying to figure out why, but even I can't seem to pinpoint it. Maybe I've grown up another year in my mind.. A lot of childish things that once filled my head seem so irrelevant now. Perhaps this is how people begin to change. I write based on my feelings and my mood, and so my personality goes along with it. The type of person I am changes with my emotions, but this new 'feeling' hasn't left me yet. Maybe this isn't a phase. Maybe it's who I am now.

I think I actually want to start blogging again. Sharing things with everyone else seems to be like a good idea, I just hope you guys don't get annoyed if I actually do start rambling!

Happy Easter to everyone who celebrates!

I want to bring this place back to life again. Feel free to comment whenever.

-s.